being in love

she’s unlike anything that i have ever known the lust inside of me continues to grow–everyday–i think i’m in love she makes me feel so good like how all girlfriends should i don’t feel so stressed and anxious anymore she makes it easy for me to talk openly without fear of being a bore i wanna talk i wanna talk talk talk her ears off off off she’s so hot i wanna get close but there’s a barrier between us cuz of these stupid clothes tear them off off off and let them watch let them get off later i’ll share her with them i won’t be jealous she’s everyone’s friend she has so many friends i want more friends but i don’t let anyone get close because i’m gross because i’m scared of having my heart broken scared of being kicked at the knees i’m just a kick in the teeth i need to prioritize my life i need to reorganize i think i’m too sensitive i cause myself to sink i don’t want to mess things up with her i really really don’t because she makes everything feel alright she’s so colorful she’s so bright she’s so beautiful her voice is like a song sung in the quietness of the night i love her i love her i love it when she unravels i love it when she comes and i love to swallow it all…

…but then she’ll leave…

she’ll be gone for awhile

and i’ll be back to feeling like shit…

i won’t be able to smile

….i’ll be alone…

but she’s my home,

Molly is all i need

and i love her,

i can’t live without her

i’ll get her back though…once i get more money

©VicRomero